i never really liked
until i found out
what it tastes like
when you write it in frosting
on top of a cake
Park Ave Church NYC 2014
Makes you think
i love this quote.
Favourite ladies ↬ Zoe Sugg aka. Zoella
" I am a person that suffers very badly from anxiety, and yet I still push myself to try all these new and exciting avenues that crop on this extremely bizarre and amazing journey I seem to be trundling along on (with you all by my side). I am offered so MANY opportunities…Is it hard for me to do these things? 60% of the time YES."
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→ Jack Howard "Real job avoider. One third of comedy duo Jack & Dean."
We Heart It.
[AGGRESSIVELY APOLOGIZES FOR BEING A BAD FRIEND AND AN UNPLEASANT PERSON TO BE AROUND]
Well, my name is Victoria and I am eighteen years young. |
So I guess this is the part where I’m supposed to tell you who I am, but recently I’ve learned that identity is much more than a name and an age.
I can, however, tell you some of the things that I love. I love sunsets, and I don’t have the words to tell you why. I love getting lost in a really good book, so much so that it’s all you think about, and a little bit of you dies when the book finishes. I love how a thousand people can pick up the same pen and write completely differently. I love exploring. I love museums. I love music. I love languages. I love rainbows. I love my friends and family more than anything in the world, and they will always be the most important people to me.
Surprises make me uncomfortable, I hate being the centre of attention, and I don’t like it when people wink at me. I get confused really, really easily. Trying to sort out my thoughts and feelings, feels like I’m trying to do a 1000 piece puzzle with one hand tied behind my back, when I haven’t even seen the picture. I have no idea what I’m doing with my life, or who I am, or who I want to be. But that’s okay, and it took me a really long time to realize that. I am not what happened to me in high school, I am not the labels the world has given me, or that I’ve given myself, and I am not confined to a stereotype. I am the books I read, the films I watch, the music I listen to, the people I meet, the dreams I have, the conversations I engage in. I am what I take from these.
I’m not fascinated by people who smile all the time. What I find interesting is the way people look when they are lost in thought, when their face becomes angry or serious, when they bite their lip, the way they glance, the way they look down when they walk, when they are alone and smoking a cigarette, when they smirk, the way they half smile, the way they try and hold back tears, the way when their face says they want to say something but can’t, the way they look at someone they want or love. I love the way people look when they do these things. It’s… beautiful.
Anyway, I’m sorry you wasted your time reading this. But because you did, I love you. And we’re friends now. I hope that’s okay.
Love always, Victoria